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Been a bad week, got a call today, made it better.
Of course expectations rose just to be dashed in the last hour.

Got to expect it, I am not supposed to get attached, am not supposed to get hopes up, its just what it is when it is. My mind does terrible things when I am disappointed, think all kinds of bad thoughts..
been lied to to many times and deceived, and expect the deceit, expect the lies.

All my own fault, sucker..loser..  BC..

Don't be too hard on yourself..
You really dont deserve it..

December is here, get through another month, and it will be another year.. big fat hairy deal..

Investment is just a waste of time.. you are not going to get what you need much less what you want..

Lots of work to do.. bills to pay.. it will keep me busy..

Nothing for me to do about it..

Move on..


R
12/06/12 12:07a