Yep, been a while.. nothing much to bitch about in the past month..
So, of course.. now.
ITSBA has returned.
Not sure what I should be doing or thinking.
Confused and alone, not sure if I should be pressing the issue or letting it ride out.
I don't like it at all, I am too attached to know how to deal with this. It hurts to be left out.
She is leaving soon and I don't know where I am.. I am alone .. and lonely.
I hate being this dependant on some one else, but it is what it is.
I am who I am.. no matter how I try to be hard and unncaring.. its just not me.
Thanks for listening...
R
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