Or I'm done.
Finally could not stand it any longer.
Sent the message, explaining that I knew I was out.
I don't know why you could not tell me,
Not like I would have taken it any worse.
I was already hurting, this just closed it, I lost out, I guess,
That is how I am feeling..
Still a bit confused, and would love some answers to a few questions. Just to give my mind some peace.
Why did you want me to go with you to your reunion if you had been planning this? You asked me several times for about 2 months. ( I was actually considering it )
Why did you mention arizona and the possibility of me going there with you or visiting 'as often as I could'?
Why all the talk about marriage and family, when you apparently didn't think I would consider it at all... I did...
There is more, but I don't think I'll ever know.
Just stuck in my head.
My life needs to go back to the hum drum, work, work, work.
I don't have any way to get out and meet new people and I have made enough bills to make work my priority for the next few months to come. I have warned some of my co-workers the grumpy angry me is on his way back.
Not where I want to be, but destined to end up that way.
ITSBA. Has returned...
I didn't miss ya but you are an old friend.
R
10/29/12. 10:4p
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