Killing time. --)

Well,  its snowing, lightly but none the less.
I am hoping, but know better.. and should be home, but I am here, not sure if I should, but I can have a drink and go home and sleep.  Probably badly,  but maybe dreamless..

Hoping, its just time to think, figure out the next steps..make a decision, and none of the rest of what I have been thinking... even if it is.. maybe ill get a decision... or a direction.

I don't like where this has taken me, I was cautious and careful, trying to be unattached, then it got me and now it hurts.

I am me.. trying to be happy and comfortable.. I don't need any games. Just mutual respect. 

Give me a break,

R