Sunday, October 15, 2023

1,2 or not

I think i have figured it out.
Either most of my texts are not going through..so i appear to be too busy to talk. Or ...

I get the same eventual response, that means im not trying hard enough, or ive screwed up somewhere. 

This bothers me, so much. 
I cant be sure if im just not able to show enough attention. 
Or if the contact is being lost, and assumed not existing. Making me look like i dont try.

I want to call, but dont want to wake her, if she is sleeping, or working.

I cant help but think, that she thinks i dont care.. i think about her all day. I want to connect.. but i feel i have not done enough..still... 

I know she didn't get the text about taking Monday and Tuesday off. 
There was no response.
If i can go up on a Sunday night, id have all day Monday and could leave late Tuesday. 

I just dont know if the text went through.

R

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