Friday, May 19, 2023

Saturday.

I fixed the last post.. damn auto correct...

Anyway..sent a text after work.. 
Was told they stayed up real late last night after traveling.. and planned on going to sleep at 9..but were still very tired.. it is reasonable . ..jet lag and adjusting to the time changes. 
.. maybe Saturday.
I have call starting Monday. 2 weeks.. including the holiday.. and I'm working an all day touch a truck in Hyannis on That Sunday.. the 28.. 
So will have a short weekend.. but 8 hrs ot pay.. 
I also have a touch a truck detail in June.. 
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I still have to purchase the .MOTM tickets.. probably after payday..
I did tell L that I will be moving cat repair money into my account. She is good with that.
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I am thinking.. a dangerous thing..
But,I need to plan the road trip..and should make another weekend ride to Maine.. just to see where we are.
It's a thing..I should not assume..I should get it right.. I would be good either way..we are good as friends..and the distance can help as well as hurt..I enjoy her company and I believe it's mutual.. we both have our situations and need to see if we can fit eachother into the other..
I think we can..not sure if she wants that or not.. but maybe we already are..and I don't know yet......

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And then there is A..
Honestly..the last time we were together..I thought I would never see her again .. wished I would.. but did not presume to tweak the atmosphere..
I do really appreciate her and all she brings to my existence. 
I know we could have been more..but it was in the wrong time in the universe..
I am always glad for what happens positive..and try to get past any negative..
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As I said before I figured it was the last time I would be able to see her .
And with that in my head..I am happy if she lets me back in...even just to be close to her..for the short time we get.

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So .I have a little time to use..and if this don't flourish..I will be planning on going for a drive north.......
For a weekend...

Just don't mess it up...

R

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