learning to juggle

Well, not yet ...

I hope it goes this well when I actually try.

I had dinner with A, and I'm glad I left her alone last weekend, she had family stuff that took her time and wore her out. 

We had Sushi and talked a bit.  We made plans for this weekend.  But it got cancelled.. I will make it a point to stop in and maybe take her to lunch or dinner..

I have a work truck event all day Sunday and Monday off, but I also on call as well.

It's OT and a simple event. 

On call again next week too.

I have put in for my next not on call holiday, extending one day. So a 4 day weekend.. I am planning on going riding again.. or at least going to Maine. It looks like a good time.

I will be happy to get away and spend more time getting reacquainted with my old friend.

Pleasantly optimistic....

I still need to register for MOTM and explain all the details to N.  I think she is still gonna come with us.

I need to see how to do this..

Is it friends.  BF/GF but not serious?

Time and distance .. but in a good way.

It could develop into more..that would be nice.. time and distance would hinder that..but.. all things could change .. monetarily..soon???

At the least in the future..

I won't count that chicken till it hatches...

 ...

Jen, has reached out.. sort of..I should make the effort and reach back.. just give a supportive shoulder.

One could always hope for ... That..but never necessary.  A perk for each . 

I would not say no.. at least not at this time... Maybe if things change..

Yeah, one can hope... I will probably screw this all up and end up alone ..as always . 

Do I ever learn?? I hope so..

Really..I think I can figure out how to make this work.. 

Yes, my mind still entertains many scenarios.. and always hoping for the best outcome. 

More tomorrow..

R