mid month

I have been wondering if this month will finish on a good note. Many things have happened to me and others I know.

It has not been real good. I have been doing what I can to move through.

I am more fortunate than many. But far from prefect.

I have been struggling to keep it all together, and each difficulty I hear of that my friends and acquaintances are enduring..makes me wonder.. 

I am trying. Doing what I must..and what I can.

I cannot do it all.. 

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I have my car back to myself..I need to get it aligned, and probably do the rear brakes.. then if I can time it ..maybe go skiing.  Get away for a little.  Maybe charge it and shut up the card companys from saying if I don't use it they will cancel.. 

It really don't matter if you have paid them off early. If you have a great score.. they just want you to keep it revolving..

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Still the same.. Just enough..and nothing. 

I will have to wait it out.. maybe. Take a break..a few days.. see if it resets the algorithm..

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Maybe tomorrow I will start the taxes.

Maybe I can rebuild the cushion.

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R