A reminder that nothing new is changing anything old .
I made it through..and the repairs are coming in at a steady flow.  I have the backlog too..Incase I get bored or a bright idea. But they will have to get done or at least decide I'm done and give up on them.
I finally got paid for the amp I bought for a local.. only been 5 months and an additional $50 in repair parts..no to mention unbilled labor...and he only paid the original part..so far.. more tomorrow?? 
Not holding my breath. 
Hopefully it works as advertised..and I won't be involved in it anymore.
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I need to get some repairs into the Pay account.. so I can buy some chips..and some other parts.
I need to work on the amps.. why do I have amps.. I don't like working on them short of simple fixes..
But I do need to clean it all up.. 
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Nothing from the far east.. I have seen some posts.  And I am curious, but feel like I'm intruding.. jumping up and down and yelling 'hey! Look! I'm still here..all by myself..'  it was wonderful when it was new and realized. But, we were on different sides of the page.  I had not caught up yet, and they kept moving..
Now, I'm no closer.  
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No one else is around or interested..I have no new friends..and no old friends available.. less even.. 
I'm just frustrated, broke and lonely.
F.B.L.
Nothing new, except out of debt.
But...
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So . . .  
Nothing planned, but I need to do a sanity trip..even a weekend.. L and J have eachother..and I'm not really even needed for support,except maybe the house . ..  so maybe just a 'me' trip.
Not sure where.. maybe Maine, maybe skiing.  It is a place to start.
There is my nephew's wedding in June and the Mackinaw trip in August.. but nothing sooner, just for me..
Probably never happen.. so it goes..
Not sure how I got in that place..
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I just realized..I'm kinda lost... No one to put my .... Focus on.. to give me focus. Direction..meaning..a reason to get through work . Just L.. and not sure how needed I am.
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Move on to the next.. March is almost here.. will something change? Will something new present itself? 
I only hope I am aware If it does.
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Maybe more later......
R
 
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