early thought

Looking at tonight's sky, and the moon... I thought .. I hope that you think of me, sometimes..and smile.

So.  The tool does not fit.

I asked a friend to borrow one.

So maybe tomorrow I can get that part done.

I may send the new one back.. I may not.. if the postage is $10 bucks each way.. I only get back $30.. I'd be better off just keeping it and modifying it for future use.

I still need to fix the valence.. then wait for the hood and fender paint, and put the rest back together. 

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I almost sent a msg.. but the contact bubble kept disappearing..

 I know a simple excuse..

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I have been trying to install the kit in the 142.. what a pain.. the documentation..little that there is.. is not complete, not accurate.. I have made a few mistakes..and some corrections.. and it seems to be working.. still a few weird issues.. I guess I will have to figure it out..

I should be writing a guide .. but none is straight updating..there is some discovery first . It's just not smooth.. 

It seems cool.. and if I can get it to work right, it will look good..

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My car needs some work as well, but can't have both down..so it will have to wait . .. rear brakes, an alignment..before it eats my new tires.

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Tomorrow is Sunday.. I can do a lil car work, maybe some radio work.

Next two weeks is on-call . Hopefully my raise will be in the next paycheck..I'm in the reserve for $2k.. and little left in the available funds.

Of course I'm gonna get it from L, when it's done.. but all has not come from the house money.. so we are just getting tight.. utilities, internet, phone, food.. it's all gone way up. 

I don't have any other bills, except the car payment.. 

But we are gonna get by.

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We will see ... 

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My initial thought .... Is for you..

And I always wonder if I am remembered . ..fondly or just as a bump in the road.. 

These things are always more special to me than the other.. 

But.. that is how it always has been.

No wonder I never see the interest till I focus.. most times it's too late.. sometimes is not late enough... 

I have tried to be less eager..but never with the right one.. if I'm me.. and happy for the interest.. I get to eager..too happy ..too attached.. and it burns out.

No middle ground.. 

If it's mutual..it usually lasts about 3weeks to 9months.. not 20 years.. well 15.... 

Yeah, rehash of all the previous complaints.. I'm just trying to figure out what I'm doing ...right or wrong.. 

I realize it's always different..and the patterns vary.. but more so in the last decade, it has been me that backs away.. I guess, it's been 50/50.. before it was always them.. leaving me wondering.. now I see ... And I have a few confirm why they backed out..some I just had to figure out. Some I never did.. 

I will probably never know.. after all this time I'm sure they don't even remember.

.. funny.. I remember a lot about them.. 

Again.. I wonder if when you..think about me.. is it a happy thought? 

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I still need to try to get some snow skiing done.. there has been a lot of snow up north..and once I get the cars straight, I should make an effort.. maybe call Dan and meet him at some mountain.. or go up and visit a friend or two...

I have an invite.. I should touch base and see if it's still open.

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Jeff, has had his leg surgery, and found out he has ankle damage too.. probably the reason he needed to go to the hospital early.. .

Speedy recovery brother!

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Ok. 

That's it for the info.. I don't know of anything else...

HEY! 

Think about me..........

R