Well,it is my weekend. I am not working.
I am recovering from the superbowl..
I was up late last night.. Could not sleep once i got home..
Too much coffee i guess..but finally fell asleep, but texts..woke the cat, and be decided I needed to be up.. Would not let me stay in bed.
So, I got up, played with the cat, no coffee.. All day.. Went out delivered the fixed firetv.. Then went to get something for lunch. Then back home, and took a short nap.. It ended up that I woke up 5 hours later.. Ugh. Not what I wanted..but I guess I am in superbowl recovery.. We will see how tomorrow will go..
I have a few things to.work on, but just dinner ..everything else is done. So just get caught up on sleep..
Then back to work.
Maybe I can get past the work stuff..and find a reason to get home each day with satisfaction in my head..
I guess I should cement my plane tickets.. Send another room request.. And fix radios..
I have couple redos. Coming in .. Need to complete the full tests, and keep that good reputation.
I hope the micros will be good.. And maybe a new beginning.. I know I could make some money...
A is recovering and feeling better.. Which is great! I am glad. I hope it didnt impact her money too much.. Sickness sucks..
There was a few days where we had no contact.. And I worried.. But step back and look.. I see.. I want to be there, and see in person, where I am..where we are..
I see, it may be .. Different, good, but not .. I am ok with it but it is a place I can live in..
Distance and time and money..
Plusses, minuses, and reality..
Better than being alone..feeling alone..
Unwanted..useless..wasted effort.. And lost time..
R
I am recovering from the superbowl..
I was up late last night.. Could not sleep once i got home..
Too much coffee i guess..but finally fell asleep, but texts..woke the cat, and be decided I needed to be up.. Would not let me stay in bed.
So, I got up, played with the cat, no coffee.. All day.. Went out delivered the fixed firetv.. Then went to get something for lunch. Then back home, and took a short nap.. It ended up that I woke up 5 hours later.. Ugh. Not what I wanted..but I guess I am in superbowl recovery.. We will see how tomorrow will go..
I have a few things to.work on, but just dinner ..everything else is done. So just get caught up on sleep..
Then back to work.
Maybe I can get past the work stuff..and find a reason to get home each day with satisfaction in my head..
I guess I should cement my plane tickets.. Send another room request.. And fix radios..
I have couple redos. Coming in .. Need to complete the full tests, and keep that good reputation.
I hope the micros will be good.. And maybe a new beginning.. I know I could make some money...
A is recovering and feeling better.. Which is great! I am glad. I hope it didnt impact her money too much.. Sickness sucks..
There was a few days where we had no contact.. And I worried.. But step back and look.. I see.. I want to be there, and see in person, where I am..where we are..
I see, it may be .. Different, good, but not .. I am ok with it but it is a place I can live in..
Distance and time and money..
Plusses, minuses, and reality..
Better than being alone..feeling alone..
Unwanted..useless..wasted effort.. And lost time..
R
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