Add..

A thing to add...
Kinda ..a random thought...

My status..that I dont say..

I am in that place..
I work..to come home.. Eat sleep and go to work again.
Repeat.

I did feel that it was getting me some where.. A destination.. But.. My contacts have slowed..and my internet is slowing.. Connectivity is spotty..
Do you hear me? Do I hear me? Are you responding?

I think it is exactly what it is...

Not futuristic..now.. And tomorrow..is not written ..yet..
I know what you had planned..before me..with out me....but
The real question is..am I any part of that future?

Or am I just.. Me... Hoping for future contact.. .
But .I am grateful for any recognition.. Being noticed..acknowledged..
Affirmed..

Normally..i am the ghost..there but not...no evidence..
Just hearsay.. A story.. Just a memory..but incomplete.

But..will I be remembered?
Maybe..but how?...

Really does it matter?
I am me..
I am remembered for a few things..
Some.. Not what I would wish..
But..in the end..
I want to help..
I want to be remembered for making people smile..and helping people..be happy.

It makes me happy.