I am getting caught up, revisiting stuff that i started, and realized never finished.
I called the bank.. Verified they got the notarized mail, requesting a check...
Called to.see where my warranty payment went.. They forgot to process it... Instead of sending money, they are sending a new unit.. I guess i will have go sell it...i already bought a new one.
I paid the missing car excise tax from 2018..
Wareham/Onset street addresses and lack of mail , lack of looking at mailing addresses versus residential.... I never got the bill.. But i got to pay all the late fees...
I got my windshield replaced, finally, it only took a month and a half, and 4 tries....
I got the new mirror for my car today..i need to try to get it installed tomorrow.
I heard from a few strangers in the last couple days..
Brings back good memories.
i think the postal service has failed me again..
But, i will survive..
I really care..
Really. I never stopped.
But my history does is not allowed in the present..
What i have always done, is what i do..but only i know..
It really only matters to me. But my conscience and karma is clean. No matter how i am interpreted..
Yet, i am me..i am human, i make bad decisions, choose the wrong people to put my trust, and give my heart to.
But i am here.. And i survive.
I end up in this place.. Where i live, have lived most of my life.. Not a location, but a place in my mind.. My life.
Just me..
No one else..
I still have my obligations and tasks..
Do my day to day..
Yet, physically I am always alone..mentally.. Yes and no..
But they fight each other ..
I am just here.
So tomorrow i have the car and radios to work on. Spend a lil, make a lil.. I will probably try to sleep in..
Maybe i will be successful..
I need to take a few minutes and visit a couple people..
Just to say hi, get a hug..
If i have time.
It is nice when the weekend, seems longer than the work week.
Ok, lets win some lift tickets from work, and go skiing.
Then slip away for a few days in The sun.. And find that reason to grin.. Smile.. And be happy.. In spite of everything else.
R
I called the bank.. Verified they got the notarized mail, requesting a check...
Called to.see where my warranty payment went.. They forgot to process it... Instead of sending money, they are sending a new unit.. I guess i will have go sell it...i already bought a new one.
I paid the missing car excise tax from 2018..
Wareham/Onset street addresses and lack of mail , lack of looking at mailing addresses versus residential.... I never got the bill.. But i got to pay all the late fees...
I got my windshield replaced, finally, it only took a month and a half, and 4 tries....
I got the new mirror for my car today..i need to try to get it installed tomorrow.
I heard from a few strangers in the last couple days..
Brings back good memories.
i think the postal service has failed me again..
But, i will survive..
I really care..
Really. I never stopped.
But my history does is not allowed in the present..
What i have always done, is what i do..but only i know..
It really only matters to me. But my conscience and karma is clean. No matter how i am interpreted..
Yet, i am me..i am human, i make bad decisions, choose the wrong people to put my trust, and give my heart to.
But i am here.. And i survive.
I end up in this place.. Where i live, have lived most of my life.. Not a location, but a place in my mind.. My life.
Just me..
No one else..
I still have my obligations and tasks..
Do my day to day..
Yet, physically I am always alone..mentally.. Yes and no..
But they fight each other ..
I am just here.
So tomorrow i have the car and radios to work on. Spend a lil, make a lil.. I will probably try to sleep in..
Maybe i will be successful..
I need to take a few minutes and visit a couple people..
Just to say hi, get a hug..
If i have time.
It is nice when the weekend, seems longer than the work week.
Ok, lets win some lift tickets from work, and go skiing.
Then slip away for a few days in The sun.. And find that reason to grin.. Smile.. And be happy.. In spite of everything else.
R
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