Mid March2019

Well hello!

Thanks for stopping by.

Sorry..not much going on.
Just boring ole me..
I started this post today..without the intention of bitchin about anything.
I have been thinking about people my age..people i knew.
Someone who i used to me close to..many years ago..nearly died.
She is younger than i and probably a bit more fit.. but her heart attacked her..and she has been in hospital for the past week..thankfully recovering.
But something like that makes you think..about your own mortality..

I do what i can to live healthy..but..it may not be enough.. sometimes it just is what it is.

I decided yesterday that i would move my workdesk up to my bedroom because it has been too cold to work down in the basement.
Also i need to add a network cable..wired connection up to L's room..so i will drill the holes and run cable and add wall boxes and jacks..so i may as well run the antenna into my room.
I will need to rethink the desk..but can make it work for now.

I may as well do that..so i can spend time working at home when im not sleeping or cooking or cleaning..

I have been trying to explore a bit ..around the area looking for places to revisit this summer.. but..i will need to plan for the MINI rally.. maybe  L and I can drive each car.. and just have a great time.

There is MTTS and MOTM..and MOT.. .just have to plan and schedule.
I wont be planning a trip to the east coast this year..lol..

Maybe a west coast trip..
Probably just work and stay home..

I had a few great topics..earlier this week.. totally forgot what..

I have 4 day weekends all month.. using up last years unused vacation time.. no real plans just short drives around. .and days to sleep past 7a..

I know i have faded into the shadows..no one trys to find me..no one contacts me.. my friends.. avoid me..my family ignores me.. i am invisible at work.. and the car clubs are too quiet..
I had a few people in CO that knew me.. here.. no one want to..
I was gone 16 yrs..and tried to keep in touch..but.. now..

I was told that someone close to me was thinking that they didnt want to be my friend anymore.. and that is what happened.. i tried..for a couple months to stay in contact.. but as it was only one sided..i let it go.. i have it in writing..all i did..all we were..was done..over.. i was told i didnt respect them.. so they didnt want to be my friend..
So i went.. i had no option.. but to take care of me and mine..just walk away.. i tried to reach out and stay friendly..  but it was to little..
It did not help.. so..now that i am 8 miles away.. i have less contact than when i was 2200 miles away..

My 1 year anniversary of moving here..is close.. my life has completely  changed several times.. my daughter has forgiven me for putting her though these changes.. the good and bad.. and she will move on.
I finally have completed the tasks that were holding her back..so she can try to create a life for herself..

My work has not changed much .. yet.. the new corporation is formed..and  changes are imminent.. new equipment will be arriving next month..and i will be busy.. hopefully the road trips can happen around the launch..maybe after..

We will see..

Still just me.........

R 3/11/19