Today

Today. ..was a day..another in a few to come.
Im not sad, mad, jumping for joy, or any of that..
As aways..im busy... working..hoping..trying to make the correct decisions..trying not hurt anyone.. especially the ones I love.

This life makes that a challenge. Im lonely.. and not alone..
I am loved and I love..
I am happy..and I hurt...
I survive.. I do what I need to, I have to keep on..and will...no chance to give up..
I can't..I know what I should do..and as we all.. struggle with what I have to do. I am not aim-less...
I know what I want..I know what I need..
I just have to go and get all that.

I am too old to have to work so hard for what I know..but I dont give up... and know Nothing is given..it all has to be fought for.

The right person will know this..
We all have had to restructure our ideas of how our lives ended up..and life and death..is a reality..but those that survive..need to know..
Pardon the cliche.. life goes on.

At some point.. we have to be for us..

We have so much to offer..and if you look and see.. we are not that bad..after all.

We are kind. .and desireable...and have earned every grey hair. We are just what we are supposed to be.

Take me or go away

No... just take me.. you really dont have a choice.. .


R 10/28/15