Out of control

Here I am..

I no longer feel I am in control of my life.
It is spiraling away from me.
I thought it was headed one way.. but as always..

I was wrong.

Also, as always..I have no idea where I turned wrong.
No going back..no do overs..
Live with it.. try and figure it out.
Its what I do..usually too late.

Don't mess this up..

The 3 .. is gone.. I made my choices..and it may have bit me in the ass.

I have friends.

Just friends.

And a cat.

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R 10/18/15