Long ... time

Ok..it has been a while since my last post..
Work..
Sleep..
And other important obligations have got in my way...

And maybe a lack of alteration influences ..

Yes.. I do love you..
You know this...
If you don't. .

I L O V E Y O U !

Nothing I can do about it. Period!

No one can understand how much I get it.
I know where you are..and have been.
I cannot expect to ever consider filling what you had.
Never my intention.
I am building a different experience.
I am trying to fill the gap between.

I want and know..what I can be..to someone that appreciates who I am and can be.
I am not a replacement.. never would even try...
I am ... can be .. a way to be ... happy...
Not to forget..but to... continue ...
Because you have a lot to do.. In the years to come.
You are young and beautiful. .and have lots left to do..
You should not have to do it alone..
Yes..your gift to this world is begining..
And will someday need a person to help mold that next next generation..your job.. your input..your love and experience..from the non-mom perspective. .
You know its there..
And not far off... a few years..
Your experiences have value to those of the future..
And it has more value than you know..
Even before..
You have lessons to teach..and experience to share.. from Mom to daughter to ...
Future.....

It is coming..

All said..

Just know.. I do..love you..

Now..and always..

R

10/08/15