shortest day, longest night..

Winter has come.

Cold and slightly snowy..more coming.. 

Working tomorrow night.. 

Supposed to be quiet.. we will see. 

In working on the equipment restore and maybe a bench power supply.

Nothing else pressing.. I could do some lighting installs.. but need help and a few more items to make the install smooth.

I could look for some ceiling panels and finish removing the disconnected lights in the shop

Busy work..

Just stuff that needs to get done.

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We have been asked to not do anything that could cause a problem..since coverage is thin.

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I have not found anything closer than Conneticut for the car doors.

So far... Still looking.

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I have a few radios to work on, 2 done..a third may not be possible to correct.. the 4th is a possible adjustment or a need for a pair of relays.. that may be to much work to pull the board and remove and update with new ones. He dont want to spend too much.

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Nothing happening anywhere else..had a few interesting thoughts looking through past pictures and texts.  Oh the things I could have changed if I was paying closer attention.

I still wonder why some things end..its usually because I didnt see the signs during..till its too late. ..or never at all.. 

It just leaves me wondering..

Second guessing.. 

Not many have given me the courtesy of explaining the why or the why not.. very few were obvious.. not needing any explanation.. very few.

So here I am.. older and not any wiser..I wish I was still in my 20s..back when I knew every thing..or at least knew all I needed to know. I had a lit figured out.. in my terms with my knowledge.. limited but enough to cover what I wanted to know..or needed to know to be happy. 

I feel I was curious enough to keep questioning what I did not understand, until I found the truth. Then acted apon that understanding..but it was enough. 

Now..I dont think I ever knew or will ever know..

Im not upset with this . . just wish there were answers that I could find when I look.. things that I should know to my satisfaction..

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Probably too much to ask.  

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Time is a river.  

If you stand still, it still rushes by.. leaving you behind.. if you ride it.  It still moves forward and you with it.. but you never get to where you are going before it does..you just travel with it.. 

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R