what a week

I feel this week was one task, waiting for the previous task to be started after I finish the one im working on...

Just always seem to be two tasks behind the new one. 

I did rearrange the room. Moved the bed under the windows.. moved the stack of radios out of the corner to over near the door. Vacuumed again..

The dresser and radio bench is the same..and will need to be torn down cleaned and sorted then put back.

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I sent a msg to my friend in Colorado.. hoping for a reply.. 

A couple days later.. I did get a reply..

An apology, they were in the hospital.

..I looked in their facebook.. and they had posted, they are looking for a place to start over.. a place to move to and find a job. Several replys offering a place to stay.. even with cats! .. hopefully it isnt just a front..a im out of the hospital..I need to show I have changed my mind...publicly ...

But I am hopeful she will continue a bit more..

I am worried about her. I care for her. I will be sad if she goes. But I do understand her turmoil and grief she has been living with. 

I wish her only the best how ever she decides that must be.

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I am doing ok, after this week.. 

Fire will temper steel.. 

Here I am.

I am plugging away, doing what I want, with in reason..so I expect to continue with the path Im on..

I have no problems following instructions and doing what I am asked to do.

...work is work.. I hope to be able to do this for the next 9 or so years.. it dont matter who owns us.. as long as I can be productive..and contribute and be respected.. I will be good.

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R