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The last post was short. Ran out of time. 

I realized today that I was missing spaces..so fixed it. 

Today was busy.. drove down to reprogram stuff to fix a . .channel, we did it the regular way, and they wanted it non standard..so we had to go back and redo them all.. got it done.

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Home I had a box on the front step and one from yesterday..and I shipped a complete one too.

Payment pending.. 

I worked on the first box, and am nearly done. Just have some final checks and then send the bill.

The second box needs actually the same things.  But maybe a bit more.

And I have the box of Mic s and another one to tune from wed. .. but that's a local job and only one mic is a rush. 

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I was thinking about a couple long weekends in May.. or like Thursday Friday Monday Tuesday... For time off .  I could do Thurs Friday  for two weeks.. I need to use at least 32 hours.. but could use more.. 

I need to start fishing for a place to vacate to.. or just do a me excursion..

There is Michigan in August.. 

But that isa different vacation schedule.. and there is Jeremys wedding in the end of July.. but..I never got the invite.. not sure if they figure I won't come....I would have to trade on call weeks with someone..

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Speaking of that..there is the it in Falmouth..in June.. I guess I should put in for it.. I don't think anyone else wants it.

It's easy money. 

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So.. 

I'm still pretty lonely.  I have been diving into work and busy work as a way to not think too much about it.. but I'm on this road alone.. and there is no one that wants a ride.

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Free falling....

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No new vehicles I have seen.. a few more expensive ones.. and I could..

No good trucks . I need to look more..

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It's a long weekend.. I should clean and do yard work.

Time to get the irrigation started..

Maybe spread some seed and fix the fence.

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Hey! Is there any woman out there looking to save a loser like me? 

I just need someone to occupy my mind and time.. motivate me to have some fun. Get out of this rut.

Give me something to do, beside work. Just saying it out loud...

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Yeah, I know . 

Kinda wasted text space. 

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I have been on this planet for a while..and I have not figured it out..and no one has helped me..I have not helped myself either...

It took too many years to figure out that I was doing it all wrong..again and again.. 

I never figured out how to be the type i was trying to be..

If you can't find the one.. love the one your with.. find the ms. right now.. and all that.

I was raised to find your mate ..have a family and grow old together .

I failed a couple times.. but I got my kid.. and we are a family...if not minor disfunctional... Still we have eachother.. and are good .

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Yet. I am by myself.  

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It is what it is.

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R