Friday, April 7, 2023

absolut

Ok.. 
Yes.

I think..
I am here.
.
So..pick a topic...
My mind is open.. 
I dont have anything to rant about.
Yes, I have stuff I am dealing with..but..nothing major. 
I have accepted that I will be ..as I am.. alone.. for the duration..
I have no.. options.. as far as I see..
Nobody wants this.
I don't know what else to say.  I am me and I have lived this for so long..I just continue... And go on to the next day.  
I am nothing special ... I am me .. I have something to offer the right person. But no takers..
I grew up thinking.. I need to be established..solid... Have my own place, a good job, good finances.. a loving heart..but...here I am in 2023.. post pandemic.. no debt.. regular bills..working hard ..  and no one..none..that realizes it . 
Years of struggle.. an the only one I am..or can impress is me.
....

I could have been so many different persons. But I ended up here...
.,
 So..now. .for years..... Im alone..
Not finding  anything close to a partner ...in every sense of that word.
Yet . I am me.. and stuck ,

Damn

R

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