end of the month.... year

It was a day . 

I didn't sleep well last night, got up at 3am.. then back to bed.. I remember turning off the first alarm.. I woke up at 8:15...I think my boss texted me and that woke me.. I was 45 min late for work ... The day was ok.. slightly busy. We undid the stuff we did yesterday, and then busy work and paperwork. 

Then after work I could not call for pizza.. so after trying the online app, I just gave up when I got there and ordered it, and went to the bank.. and back.. then home.

It has been windy all day.. random power outages.. and warm.. 50+ all day with out the wind.

Still windy tonight and the temp dropped, now it's 25 and starting to snow.. the wind is supposed to stop after midnight.  Let's see if the snow continues...

I have decided I won't go to Walmart for groceries tomorrow.. maybe market basket or the Walmart in Plymouth..

We will see how much snow we get ..

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We went for the usual drive last night... Betty turned over 200,000 miles.. on 12/22/22. 

Ready for the next year.

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I should drop in on a couple people this weekend.. and at least see if I am still welcome.

It is the end of the year after all.

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I need to look through the things I have for gifts .. and maybe do a bit more... 

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Nothing new from A . But I have not sent any msgs.. so no contact...

I do miss her a lot..

She understood me.. probably better than I do..but not as well as she thinks.. it has been fun.

.. maybe next year.

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I still need to see if I have lodging for skiing.. I should take advantage of that if I do.. 

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The rest is the same .

I have no one..and I am just working and fixing stuff.. 

Kinda lonely..and frustrated..but making each day run into the next..

Wishing for something to happen..but not making any effort to help.. so nothing is happening...

My fault .... No one to blame.

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So, since Im still not in a place to meet new or be met.. I have no one .

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Yes...there is a reason..and it's my fault.

All me..

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Well I got stuff to fix..and work.. 

So next year will probably be a repeat of the last few..

R