Saturday, December 10, 2022

early mid December

Almost mid.. 
Still afloat.paid. Bills with this paycheck.. did not collect any money.. I should probably sell the amp.. I doubt he will have the money anytime soon.. I got a radio in and got approval to fix it.. maybe a quick turn for $75.. got Bills radios and offered to give him a mobile.. it's all set.  Needs a power cord.. and wire one of his mics to it. 

Been thinking to get one base done for Jeff.. use the kit I spent money on.. and see if I can get it to work.
Another no cash thing..but a bit of a payback for all the help and use of his dad's garage. 
It's just a new challenge.. maybe it will go as planned.

I'm feeling better.. but J is sick.. with what I had probably.. Jeff is sick too.. I'm almost sure it was from me. I hope he does ok.. he has other issues.. don't need to add a cold or  flu on top of it.
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The tire appt is Monday.. hopefully will be able to make the round trip.. and get to work on time..

The rest is getting through the month.. I picked up some stocking Candy.. gonna venture to TCS tomorrow and see if I can find Babchi something.. polish plates.. cups.. maybe...or just some smiley stuff.. and maybe find a gift for J.

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No one else has been in contact.. 
Maybe I should buy A that dress I will never see her wear.. but it was a thought..
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I have not been in touch for a week or two.. she said s still down under.. and will be thru new years.. 
No new pictures.. just no where near here.

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N should be headed south soon.. maybe after that I can go up and visit.. maybe ski.. .. hopefully I will be well and back to 100%.
I would love to ski with someone..
And it would be a fine way to get reacquainted.. we have been friends for a long time.
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My life has been very closed.  Just work.. providing for L.. and keeping the house and cars..
I have had a few welcome diversions, but nothing beyond that..I have filled my time with work and home work.. all of my normal routines are not routine any more.. I get stuff done..but never on a schedule. Never on repeat. .. just whenever..
Yes, I cook almost everyday..and do the dishes and shopping, garbage and litterbox, laundry and such..but need to expand that.. and up the cleaning to every week.. instead of when it's apparent it needed .
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I am feeling like I am waiting for something..but not sure what..
I did hope A was the thing.. but as I see.. it isn't .. the timing was not right..and probably for a reason I will never know.. we fit well..not perfect .but I thought it could work.. yet here we are on opposite ends of the earth..
As it is supposed to be ..  I guess.

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Well . I guess moving back was not the thing in the grand plan... I was doing ok back there..and now.. I am here . 
Yes.  I finally have the bills under control..but would have figured that out as well back there..and with the inflation and economy, may or may not have been in the same situation...
The work situation is ok..for now.. but time will show if that is to last..
My next raise is almost a month a way..it will be little..
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Well.. my life in the last few years has been..paying what I owe..
And being alone...
Well I've made it a point to pay what I owe . ..I am still alone.
A bit more since L has had her best friend move in.. they are going to dinner for Js birthday.  I was told.  And said I could come if I wanted...
Hmmm..
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Not that I have anything else to do.
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Well...
New year.. is coming.. 
This has been a changing situation year..let's see what is next.

R

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