more..time.

(strategic titling)

Most of us are looking for 'more time'.

Yes, I have plenty to do on a daily basis ..but.. I am always looking to find more time in the day to do all the things I need to do..I don't get it all done when it needs to be done..and some things that eat my time are.. diversions ... Things I choose to be doing..because I dont want to do what needs to be done.. get done instead.. it is easy to occupy my time with unproductive things ...or things that are more fun... Or even sleep.. when it is an option..but ... There is always something that demands more of me than I am willing to ..or want to..do...but it ends up that things I should be doing . . Don't get done.. 

Yes, eventually..I get to most.. but some never do.

I can write most of that to ...it's just me doing it.. with no other help.. 

Again my own fault.. I let it for too long.. and here I am..doing most ..if not all..or it don't get done ...

....

So..travel plans have p

Been put on hold .

No trips down the Cape for the next few weeks either..but have been going out for sit down dinners . Finally!

But pricey..

Not a time for pricey . .  

Good thing I don't have a girlfriend.. 

I would have zero money..

...

I would like to have a 'friend' to share intimate moments with..but it's been pretty scarce since moving.. and than with C19 years.. ugh...

But , maybe we are coming out  of it.. back to the normal..maybe.. 

... So here is to..

The regular me ... Just a loser..with no one ..other than  the C19 scared loser...like all the rest.. 

Back to ..my lonely is my own fault..not some pandemic..

.    .......

Oh well ... I can try..if I let myself...

No ...I have learned nothing..

R