Here we are..
Mid December 2015.
Lots left to do before the year ends..but I am proud to say I think I have accomplished quite a bit.
I am still holding it together..and feel I have one of the greatest friends in my life... we help eachother.. we feel eachothers love and rely on the companionship.
I know we make time for the other and can change a bad mood and darkness into smiles and sunshine!
Sometimes..its just listenening to the other explain their day..some times its grabbing hold and pulling the other back..and giving that hug that you both need. Sometimes its that heart or smile emoticon..at the right time..and everything falls back into place.
The nice thing..the really nice thing..is it works that way for both of us. Someone needs to bottle this.. it would fix the world!
I know i'm not perfect..and know life on a personal level can some times change things..but..I think, what I have.. what I am experiencing.. what I feel.. is the place to be..right now.
Most of my daily... yes, daily smiles belong to you.
You create them..you find them..you make me find them in you..
I have said I love to hear you smile.. cause I can hear it. And I know you can too.
...
Ok..
I (edit)..
I am your friend.
Simple. Matter of fact. No disputing that statement. (Try.. I dare you..I know you wouldn't)
It is December 2015.
2016 is a short way aways.. it has a lot of promise.
I see many options in my future. I have had a focus the past 9 or 10 months..not a plan..not a destination..or even a destiny. .just a place i would like to be..
My old friend..he must have taken a vacation..maybe found an interest and is enjoying his time off.. not worrying about me..because I have something to do..that dont involve him.
I must say..I dont miss him. I think he understands.
Maybe i'll get a postcard from ole ISTBA.. I hope he is having a great time.. I know I am!.
Now if I could just see my way to transport either me somewhere or transport someone to me..for just a few days.. I think the perma-smile would come back..and people would be wondering...
Ok..
I have a smile.. and no one can take it away...
Nite
R 12/14/15
Mid December 2015.
Lots left to do before the year ends..but I am proud to say I think I have accomplished quite a bit.
I am still holding it together..and feel I have one of the greatest friends in my life... we help eachother.. we feel eachothers love and rely on the companionship.
I know we make time for the other and can change a bad mood and darkness into smiles and sunshine!
Sometimes..its just listenening to the other explain their day..some times its grabbing hold and pulling the other back..and giving that hug that you both need. Sometimes its that heart or smile emoticon..at the right time..and everything falls back into place.
The nice thing..the really nice thing..is it works that way for both of us. Someone needs to bottle this.. it would fix the world!
I know i'm not perfect..and know life on a personal level can some times change things..but..I think, what I have.. what I am experiencing.. what I feel.. is the place to be..right now.
Most of my daily... yes, daily smiles belong to you.
You create them..you find them..you make me find them in you..
I have said I love to hear you smile.. cause I can hear it. And I know you can too.
...
Ok..
I (edit)..
I am your friend.
Simple. Matter of fact. No disputing that statement. (Try.. I dare you..I know you wouldn't)
It is December 2015.
2016 is a short way aways.. it has a lot of promise.
I see many options in my future. I have had a focus the past 9 or 10 months..not a plan..not a destination..or even a destiny. .just a place i would like to be..
My old friend..he must have taken a vacation..maybe found an interest and is enjoying his time off.. not worrying about me..because I have something to do..that dont involve him.
I must say..I dont miss him. I think he understands.
Maybe i'll get a postcard from ole ISTBA.. I hope he is having a great time.. I know I am!.
Now if I could just see my way to transport either me somewhere or transport someone to me..for just a few days.. I think the perma-smile would come back..and people would be wondering...
Ok..
I have a smile.. and no one can take it away...
Nite
R 12/14/15
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