September

Hello September 2015.
Well a bit late for greetings.
But, time has been moving swiftly...
Like rocks through cold molasses. ....
Well..sometimes hot rocks...

I was hoping to figure out where I should be with my finances and should have already been able to bank what I need to continue. .but im not being patient enough..
This is something I have done before and came out on top.. including the ocassional emergency pay out..
I was just figured I had a better handle on it ..and its taking more time than I figured..but it isnt bad..just not as quick as I thought.

Now I have reason to ...need ..If that is the right word.. to have a better grip on the flow of money..
I make good money..and am really good at making bills.. and paying for that which sneaks up.
But.. life and living it is way more important than having to stress over how to pay for it..
I have options..and just need to select the right one to make things happen.

Sorry.. I hate to bitch about money.. it isnt as bad as it sounds.
I am more comfortable than I have ever been. I should not be paid for most of what I do..because I love it so much.. but.. I live within my means.. or just a fraction above.. ..for the challenge..
I could do as much with less and remember having to do that..
And could if I needed to..just there is no point. .
Here I am..
Doing the day to day..and need to remember I am very lucky..and need to appreciate all I have and know .. cause with out it ... I would be pointless. .

Thank you to everyone in my life and those that have left..because .
I am who I am because of all of you..

R 9/13/15