Tonight

Well. ISTBA..has been whispering in my ear again...
Changes in plans.. and lonelyness enters the rooms ..
Doubt and insecurities..
I havw been a schmuck before..
We are miles away and I understand how enabling it can be.
I want..
I need..
I
But here I am...
Alone..
ISTBA!!!!

R 8/22/15