Monday, August 10, 2015

Out in back..

Out on my patio. Sunday night. Longish day. Missing the contact..
Called into work from noon to 7. Late dinner. Decided to have a fire..of course after I got it started..it rained.. got windy..and after I put out the fire..it stopped.
I just read the last few posts..
Not much to say. Its interesting .. truthful.. and enlightening. .to be able to look back..see the choices and misread thoughts and the things I was spot on..
Yes, im 'IN', but for how long.
I see what is going on around me..and away from me and think.
I know what ive pushed away.. and sometimes regret it.
I did what I needed to do.
I am happy my friendship is more than it could be.
I dont know what to do next. I have to recover from my expenses. And I think it will take a couple months..to get back on track.
Then we will see what to do next.
- interruption--- long distance phone call. Left me grinning ! -
So I am thinking a visit here is next.. even just a weekend..
But things need to get done.. events need to happen.
Things scheduled. So prob in a month or two. By then who knows if it will be more than a weekend.. maybe I could go back for a few days after or even before.. hmmm .. have to think about that.

I am feeling better..after hearing your voice.. not so lonely...

Ty!
143!
Sweet dreams.
R 8/9/15

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