Ok.. its march.. what do I have to do ??
I am slammed at one job.. and the other is cutting hours..
I dont spend enough time with my kid or my girlfriend..
It is not fair to either .. or me..
I need to take a week off of the primary ..and do something..
I need to figure out what I am doing or where I need to be..
I like where I am.. but have reservations about where I want go and where I am...
There , as always, issues with both.. and nothing new to make it easy...
Of course...
Never easy.. no not me..
Either way I end up being a jerk...
Its winter ... I should not be looking for greener grass...
I cannot settle.. well I can.. but I am not comfortable... I see issues..
And create issues..and allow issues...
Really what is a guy to do...????
ITSBA.. could be here.. and causing my grief and torment.. but he has been good.. and letting me hang myself..
I will do it.. and probably regret it..
Damn grass..
Being green and all....
Lol..
We are in the teeter-totter days of late winter.. and its hard to gauge how tbe weather is going to be.. and so the same as my life.. it could go up or down.. I. Could make a decision.. or an attempt..at something old. Or keep on.
Keeping on is good.. but.. im not reallly sure..if I need to be here...
Terrible.
I should rethink it.. it is getting near that time...
It of course could be much worse.. I could be alone... who wants that?
R 3/12/14
I am slammed at one job.. and the other is cutting hours..
I dont spend enough time with my kid or my girlfriend..
It is not fair to either .. or me..
I need to take a week off of the primary ..and do something..
I need to figure out what I am doing or where I need to be..
I like where I am.. but have reservations about where I want go and where I am...
There , as always, issues with both.. and nothing new to make it easy...
Of course...
Never easy.. no not me..
Either way I end up being a jerk...
Its winter ... I should not be looking for greener grass...
I cannot settle.. well I can.. but I am not comfortable... I see issues..
And create issues..and allow issues...
Really what is a guy to do...????
ITSBA.. could be here.. and causing my grief and torment.. but he has been good.. and letting me hang myself..
I will do it.. and probably regret it..
Damn grass..
Being green and all....
Lol..
We are in the teeter-totter days of late winter.. and its hard to gauge how tbe weather is going to be.. and so the same as my life.. it could go up or down.. I. Could make a decision.. or an attempt..at something old. Or keep on.
Keeping on is good.. but.. im not reallly sure..if I need to be here...
Terrible.
I should rethink it.. it is getting near that time...
It of course could be much worse.. I could be alone... who wants that?
R 3/12/14
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