End of vacation

Well its Friday, the end of my vacation. Back to work on Monday. Didn't do much,  the past two weeks, there were bright spots, and got to spend a lil quality time.... but could have been busier, and could have been a better start of a new year.. but got the next few months. Got to see where I stand, where I need to be, what to do with my self.. going to need to be moving forward, and try to not be so needy, I got to be more for me and stop being stepped on and let be taking advantage of, I am going to be more about taking advantage of the things I need to and need to try not to be such a pushover.  It usually just ends in me shaking my head and asking what the hell just happened?

Anyway.. as usual I don't know what to think, did I come on too strong? Not enough?  Not really that important.. or is it..
Am I just to that point where I need to be ignored?
I was being a good Friend wasn't I?
I was not gonna push it. I really need to know, I have been paitient.. but string me along much?..
Then ignore me... wtf... I don't deserve that.
And you know it!

You know.. you could talk to me...
I am an open book.. but you choose not to read...
I can't do any more than I am..
I need..
You..

You . . .

Nope had to edit that..

ISTBA.

R
1/4/13 11:43p