Well this has been an exciting week...
Last weekend was interesting. Fixing stuff for friends. ( I like doing that) and being seen. Shame i wasnt the type that can take advantage. the Texts were interesting..unexplained.. and probably forgotten.
Oh well, make a person think..
Things moving in a positive direction.. I think.. Monday, I had every intention of going home after work.. ended up across the parking lot , then got called into work, went to work, and got out about 11:30p, on the way home passed by, and thought.. dbl take, drove thru the parking lot.. not sure.. went home. should I text? and ask..? Nah.. but,, no got to know, at least if I am wrong have a beer and go home.. bingo.. right there.. sat and had a beer and chatted.. it was good.. really glad I went back. Saturday will be another thing.. we will see.
So here it is Thursday, been a busy week so far, work is getting exciting again, got plans for tomorrow, calls to make and money to spend. then work2 and Steak. Sat..unknown, maybe a short road trip to Bishops Castle. Then, see if I can be seen, or seen with? - Backed off... no.. not interested.. No.. complicated? only if you want it to be.. I think its simple.. it is what it is, and can be what you want it to be..if only I would stop being so confusing.. (its confusing to me too.. I am doing that for what reason i dont know, probably because I think I am supposed to.. not that I want to..I just want to move forward and not hurt anyone or get hurt) Help me out here.. I know you can .. if you let me.. :)
How big is it??? that is a question i want asked again...this time so it can be answered.. or at least explained..
is your head spinning.. mine is..
R
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