I get it..

Ok, just a lil rant.. that is what this is for..

I get it.. we are not together, haven't been. (weren't supposed to be)
but, we share a few things.

home, expenses, kid, etc..

We are generally good to each other..

But, I know this is in the end run, and we need to go our separate ways.. even if we don't separate.

I have always thought of you as my friend. but I get that we aren't .. I get that your friend(s) are not mine by association, 20yrs of living in the same house means nothing now that you are moving fwd.

So, I should not expect to be included, invited, acknowledged.. I am nobody to you as far as anyone else is concerned..
And now that you have your own $, you dont need me, or my permission to go anywhere (never did) but now you don't have to feel obligated to include me.

I should just get over it.. and get on with it.. get a life...

I understand that working 8 hrs a day is tiring and stressful and that you need to unwind..
So I should just leave you alone unless you need some one to unload the day onto, cause I can listen and let you vent.. ..you know like you used to let me vent to you, after my 14hr day..
(that's why I have this blog.. but I don't dare talk about work.. especially in writing.. for all to see..)

I get it..

R