Continued..

I am very happy. I have thought this through. I have left little..some..to see what happens..how it works.. And most importantly..how everyone else feels. We will work through everything together. All of us. For everyone's benefit and happiness.  We can make this our future.
I am done struggling alone..feeling alone..being alone.  We are a family. I think time has redeemed itself and proved we are meant to be a family.
Time had been partners with distance..and now..I am fixing distance..and time has proven we need to be. We are what we needed.
We can work it to our mutual advantage...
I know I have been working to make karma work with me.
I have done my best to be a true friend..and I think I have been rewarded with a true friend. It is something we all need and rarely find.
I am working to my perfect 3..
The right place.
The right job.
The right person.
Having that in my life...will make me one of the happiest people on this planet.
I will be able satisfy my need for completion. Coherence.
I will have found what i have been searching for in all my adult life.

These past few months have been putting things in place.. Steering me..pointing me in this direction.. Showing me..daring me to act..to see..
The building blocks have been falling into place..one by one..
Stimulating my analytical mind..making me think and rethink.. Plan and scheme..calculate.. Figure it out.
I was mad at time..for teaming with distance..as much as I fought them..by traveling as often as I could.. I think I won..they submitted..
They realized I was not giving in..
I see time was on my side..making sure .. For me..and anyone I needed in my life.
(Yes! I need you in my life. You and everything you are)
I am comforted that time was actually there for me instead of against me..
For a long time..I felt time was my enemy..working against me..
Just ticking away..making me grey..old..
But..maybe..my being has caught up with my soul..
And my life has  caught up with me.. I feel like I am moving toward where I should be..
A place..a happy place.
One where we all can work on being happy.

Thank you.

If it applies to you..
Take it..I give it freely...happily.

R 4/6/18