Ok.. just to start..."Pipe dream"
Origin
from the fantasies brought about by the smoking of
opium
First Use: 1890
That being said..
The past few days..I have been stressing over a few things.
If it wasnt for my bright spot.. I probably would be miserable.
Thank you.
All in all I can make it work.. and will.. the day to day stresses are what life is all about. I can survive. There is always something a guy can change. Take from here and put there..spend that extra doing more..in the end..it should matter and hopefully it will.
Im not that bad. My life could be so much worse.
I have a home..a job..bills ..responsibilities..and some place to be almost every day.
Not much more to say.. I have made this life I am living..and it is no where it was supposed to be.. not that I ever planned this far ahead..I really wish I had.. maybe things would be a little different.
Probably not.
It is a bit like being trapped in a snare you had created..no point in struggling..you know how good it was built.. and it has no weakness...just you.
Sorry this seems so down..
Cant help it .. the weight of the world seems to be right here.
Time to rethink and make more changes.
I cannot rely on things to get better by themselves.. isnt gonna happen. Never does..needs a push ot shove..or just run the other way..and start in a little different direction.
Been done before.
Things to think about..
Hmmm
R11/15/15
Origin
from the fantasies brought about by the smoking of
opium
First Use: 1890
That being said..
The past few days..I have been stressing over a few things.
If it wasnt for my bright spot.. I probably would be miserable.
Thank you.
All in all I can make it work.. and will.. the day to day stresses are what life is all about. I can survive. There is always something a guy can change. Take from here and put there..spend that extra doing more..in the end..it should matter and hopefully it will.
Im not that bad. My life could be so much worse.
I have a home..a job..bills ..responsibilities..and some place to be almost every day.
Not much more to say.. I have made this life I am living..and it is no where it was supposed to be.. not that I ever planned this far ahead..I really wish I had.. maybe things would be a little different.
Probably not.
It is a bit like being trapped in a snare you had created..no point in struggling..you know how good it was built.. and it has no weakness...just you.
Sorry this seems so down..
Cant help it .. the weight of the world seems to be right here.
Time to rethink and make more changes.
I cannot rely on things to get better by themselves.. isnt gonna happen. Never does..needs a push ot shove..or just run the other way..and start in a little different direction.
Been done before.
Things to think about..
Hmmm
R11/15/15
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