What should I do?

I am in the middle.
Like I used to say I High School..
When you got 1 ..you got 3..
When no one wants you.. you have none.

ISTBA..
what have you done?

It looks like I have 3...
No issue.. but ..I dont know what is real.. and what is in my head.
I have the one ..I cant be with.. but still wants ..
I have the one I re-met.. and all was good... and since I left has been better..
I have the one I consoled..and found have much in common..
And time is moving with me ..not against..me..
As time adds.. we find more.. and more..
But, issues..are there..distance..
Family and friends will not approve..and reality..
May be im just the guy to remind her .. that.. she is alive..
All good..better than thinking she isnt.. and life is over..

The other..is complete..and dont need me..but has decided that she wants me sort of in it..
But..time has proven to be on our side.. she has baggage and history..and If I want in.. I can find a place... maybe.

We are not lovers..either..but could be.. maybe....

Play it through...
ISTBA..I know you will burn me in the end..
So I wont blame you.. just me..

R 5/13/15