This day started ..
I cannot even say ..good..
Wake up call at 4 AM. Simple instructions and back to sleep..
Call at 9:00AM to say due to weather..I dont have any where I need to be..
Great.. ill send a good morning msg.. shovel the drive and go over and shovel out J and ask if she wants to go to breakfast..and spend the day together..
Go over..still no answer to my good morning msg.. shovel out the cars.. and her X drives up.. waits.. texts.. parks and knocks and goes in..
I finish shoveling and clean off her car. And get Into the truck to leave. She sticks her head out the door.. and I wave and leave..
I text.. your welcome.
I say I was gonna ask you to breakfast but I guess you don't t need me for that... because.. he brought breakfast. ..
After explaining my attitude..
I said ..if you want to talk.. let me know when he leaves..
Perfect phrase.. he did his laundry and had dinner and passed out on the couch.. still there..at 10 PM. .. apparently a boyfriend that needs to talk.. needs to see you.. isnt as important as a X that called you a dirty whore.. and other things...
I explained I dont like feeling this way.... because they hurt.. and am angry..and confused...
But I am ignored.. and put off...
I dont see..
Im gonna be busy..for the next week.. really busy.. and dont think we will get much chance to talk..
Ouch.. I hurt..
I dont know what I should do..
How I should react..
Damn this hurts.
ISTBA.. where have you been? I see you over there.
Now I need to figure out what to do next..or how I should proceed.
I just dont know.
Damn it A, you may have been right.
R
2/22/2015
I cannot even say ..good..
Wake up call at 4 AM. Simple instructions and back to sleep..
Call at 9:00AM to say due to weather..I dont have any where I need to be..
Great.. ill send a good morning msg.. shovel the drive and go over and shovel out J and ask if she wants to go to breakfast..and spend the day together..
Go over..still no answer to my good morning msg.. shovel out the cars.. and her X drives up.. waits.. texts.. parks and knocks and goes in..
I finish shoveling and clean off her car. And get Into the truck to leave. She sticks her head out the door.. and I wave and leave..
I text.. your welcome.
I say I was gonna ask you to breakfast but I guess you don't t need me for that... because.. he brought breakfast. ..
After explaining my attitude..
I said ..if you want to talk.. let me know when he leaves..
Perfect phrase.. he did his laundry and had dinner and passed out on the couch.. still there..at 10 PM. .. apparently a boyfriend that needs to talk.. needs to see you.. isnt as important as a X that called you a dirty whore.. and other things...
I explained I dont like feeling this way.... because they hurt.. and am angry..and confused...
But I am ignored.. and put off...
I dont see..
Im gonna be busy..for the next week.. really busy.. and dont think we will get much chance to talk..
Ouch.. I hurt..
I dont know what I should do..
How I should react..
Damn this hurts.
ISTBA.. where have you been? I see you over there.
Now I need to figure out what to do next..or how I should proceed.
I just dont know.
Damn it A, you may have been right.
R
2/22/2015
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