Not sure if I an ready for an end of year summary. But I will give it a shot...
ISTBA is in the house..and keeping tabs on me.
My young adult has chosen to take a quarter off and is back under my roof 24/7.. mostly sleeping and then on the computer the rest of the time.
Ive mentioned that she needs to be helping.. but am waiting for the holidays to be over.. prob my mistake.. but.. planning for next week.
2014 was all it was..and could have been so much more...
I could have enjoyed what I had and made the effort to make it work for her.. but would it be a lie.. I know I could make it work..and be happy..but would it be enough?.
I am not the $400k home type.. my place is simple and within my means.. not looking for that lifestyle.. too old for that.. I have my debt and my mortgages and living expenses.. it would suck to dig a bigger hole and just kill myself trying to fill it back in..scary...
I still have my responsibilities..and my solitude in crowded places..
ISTBA is keeping me company. And never asks me to pay...
I must begin to plan for whats next.. and figure out what I should be doing..
More later..
R 1/2015
ISTBA is in the house..and keeping tabs on me.
My young adult has chosen to take a quarter off and is back under my roof 24/7.. mostly sleeping and then on the computer the rest of the time.
Ive mentioned that she needs to be helping.. but am waiting for the holidays to be over.. prob my mistake.. but.. planning for next week.
2014 was all it was..and could have been so much more...
I could have enjoyed what I had and made the effort to make it work for her.. but would it be a lie.. I know I could make it work..and be happy..but would it be enough?.
I am not the $400k home type.. my place is simple and within my means.. not looking for that lifestyle.. too old for that.. I have my debt and my mortgages and living expenses.. it would suck to dig a bigger hole and just kill myself trying to fill it back in..scary...
I still have my responsibilities..and my solitude in crowded places..
ISTBA is keeping me company. And never asks me to pay...
I must begin to plan for whats next.. and figure out what I should be doing..
More later..
R 1/2015
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