Life

Hello there...
Its been a bit...
First of all.. I have screwed it up.
Life got in the way of my stuff.
Work, college, work.. and stuff ... made me to busy to spend time..
Of course.. I know.. I should have made more of an effort.. but one day merged with the next..and the next.. till it was a blur.. and I had lost what I had.
Im sorry...
Not much I can say or do.. I could try to salvage... but ..it wont be forgotten..
I am not sure I could make good..
It is just bad timing..
Cause... I more alone now than ever.. I have work and tasks.. but no personal satisfaction..not much for me.. the primary work is in turmoil.. I have little evidence I am accomplishing any thing..and dont think im ever going to be compensated for what I have been doing..
Taken for granted...
Right now I am living for making Lindsey comfortable with being an adult ..but not sure who is holding on to whom...

I did something for me..but even though it was a great time..I did not get out of my shell and didnt experience all what it should have been..

I donr ever change..
And getting too old to try.

R
08/27/14