I am here .. where I usually am after work. Having a small bite and a couple drinks. I am unsure about what situation I am in.
Lots of work.. little time for much.. been waiting for it to let up.. it has not. One thing after another.. been too busy or just too tired.. I think I am screwing up my relationships.. and not seeing any way to fix that.. I did start ignoring all responsibility.. and spent most of my time with her.. but work and family started to suffer.. I had to get back on track.. but now I'm not spending enough time ... she's not happy .. I don't know how to change the requirements of my life.. I still have Lindsey to take care of. She will be going to college this fall.. and then ill be in the empty nest..
I still have bills and obligations.. and need to get my car right..and all the stuff that isn't ending at work1. I am looking fwd to 80 new computers and getting them all setup... (not!)... in Feb.
Got to get thru this Sunday.. and see what's next..
We can only wait and see.
R
1/28/2014
Lots of work.. little time for much.. been waiting for it to let up.. it has not. One thing after another.. been too busy or just too tired.. I think I am screwing up my relationships.. and not seeing any way to fix that.. I did start ignoring all responsibility.. and spent most of my time with her.. but work and family started to suffer.. I had to get back on track.. but now I'm not spending enough time ... she's not happy .. I don't know how to change the requirements of my life.. I still have Lindsey to take care of. She will be going to college this fall.. and then ill be in the empty nest..
I still have bills and obligations.. and need to get my car right..and all the stuff that isn't ending at work1. I am looking fwd to 80 new computers and getting them all setup... (not!)... in Feb.
Got to get thru this Sunday.. and see what's next..
We can only wait and see.
R
1/28/2014
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