Work

This is the week of work.
Been called in, woke up, caught before I leave, stuck past 5.
In early, stay late. Work both jobs, and go back to the first.
Drive up and down, deal with those I have never met, figure what to do. Experience power fluxuations. Computer crashes, corporate applications, lack of permissions, computer rebuilds, requisitions, purchase orders, quotes, truck service.

Not being able to sleep.. getting up later than I wanted or too early.
Waiting for the long weekend to be over. Not that it will get normal.. I've given up on that. I just have to find that groove where I can not be so stressed.

My personal life seems to be on hold. I am not sure if it is or if she has just given up... maybe ill find out.. I have tried to go over 3 times this week.. and never timed it right. Oh well.. we will see .

R 1/31/14

Tuesday Jan 28, 2014

I am here .. where I usually am after work. Having a small bite and a couple drinks. I am unsure about what situation I am in.
Lots of work.. little time for much.. been waiting for it to let up.. it has not. One thing after another.. been too busy or just too tired.. I think I am screwing up my relationships.. and not seeing any way to fix that.. I did start ignoring all responsibility.. and spent most of my time with her.. but work and family started to suffer.. I had to get back on track.. but now I'm not spending enough time ... she's not happy .. I don't know how to change the requirements of my life.. I still have Lindsey to take care of. She will be going to college this fall.. and then ill be in the empty nest..
I still have bills and obligations.. and need to get my car right..and all the stuff that isn't ending at work1. I am looking fwd to 80 new computers and getting them all setup... (not!)... in Feb.

Got to get thru this Sunday.. and see what's next..

We can only wait and see.
R
1/28/2014

Busy

Wow.it has been a busy month ..
Works and home and cars and friends.. just not enough time in the days...
Trying to eek a bit of personal time now and then.. but got to find time to sleep. Eventualy. ..

Today was another busy one.. I dont feel like I am getting any thing done.. but running all day.. so worn out by the time I get into bed.. I actually just ant to sleep. And I do...

Its only january.. yikes.. I hope this week isn't gonna be typical..

Hang in there.

R 1/16/14

January 2014

Hi!
Yes its January.
I am more than I have been.
I am as busy as I can be.
I am still falling behind.
My car has had work needed. And done.. and I think isn't right.
My personal life is good, confusing, expensive, .. did I say confusing...
I don't want to jinx it.. but ISTBA has been keeping his distance...
I just am not sure if I am gonna ruin it..
I know I know how.. and am capable.. :(
But, I have to give it time..and take it as it comes..
I know I can make it good while it lasts..

Got to keep looking ... and make sure there isn't any large potholes in this road I'm on...

R 1/14/14

New year.. 2014

Hello all..
Sorry I've been so silent.
Been a busy end of the year.
My buddy ISTBA.. has been staying away.. I've been enjoying the company of a nice girl and trying to keep work and home moving along.
Been paying bills and working as usual but been trying to have fun and behave at the same time.

Saw R the other day, sent gifts to E. And have been generally feeling ok..

Lots going on at works and trying to take it day to day.. so far so good.

The holidays were good.. expensive but good.

I'm going along with what ISTBA was saying..and taking it slow. .

But enjoying what I have.
Not taking it for granted..

Work 1 will make the changes as we go and I have to roll with it.

Happy new year.

1/7/2014