How to handle this..

Last night was... interesting .. only word for it .

Fireball shots... thanks Andie and Jeremy..

So, after not getting any answer to my text, but 2 hrs later, saw the result.
And I didnt know what to do... so I sat with Andie.

She didnt acknowledge me at all.. didnt even look my way.

So I had my 2 and left, met Andi and Jeremy. .

If we are 'friends' as she said today, why no hello or a wave like every other friend gets..

I know she answers everyone else when they text. She is in her phone and on facebook when we are out together..
But doesnt seem to see my texts at all...
I dont know why I am treated so different.

It looked like a date.. she did her hair.. and makeup.. looked good..

She made the jackass comment yesterday morning.. and made hangover comments all day.. and said she might just stay home...

She did that before.... when she was seeing David.. made a few excuses why she would not be around.. 'girls night out'
.. 'staying in tonight' ....

I am that stupid.. I WANT to believe her...

5 more days.. and she will be gone..

I dont need more pain to go with that...

I dont know what to say to her..
I dont know if she will talk to me..
I dont want to text it..

I am whipped. .

R 3/23/13