ISTBA!

Yes it does.
Did you know, you can be alone in a crowded place?
I am in a mood, funk if you will, not sure what to do about it. It will pass.
A few important things on my mind.
Need a vacation, time away, need to see people that remember me, maybe they can remind me of who I was or should be.  It is really up to me, in the end, but I am a different person around those that care to know me. When you get the feeling that no one wants to know you, you realize they don't want you around, no, they don't care if your not around. 
Maybe that is it, I want to be missed, not taken for granted that I will always be there, to be used and then ignored.
Hmmm...