Ok, I realized a few days ago,
Back in 1994, I was 'waiting for you to leave me' I told you so.
I figured it was only a matter of time.
Then life happened, kicked us into being together..
Now after 17 yrs.. I am 'waiting for you to leave...again'
I am not wishing it, I am not trying to make it happen, but how much can you take me for granted?
How long can I deal with you pulling further away?
You dont even eat with us much any more.. you rarely come out when I am home, if ever.
I know you don't care anymore, but please.. we are supposed to be friends, dealing with the situation,
I feel you are minutes away from stepping away, and not looking back.
You work, and contribute nothing.. You are not asking me for money anymore, but I haven't seen a dime of your paychecks. I am still paying all the bills.. Yes, your paying for your cigarettes, and your going out money.
I can't ask about it, because it will start a brawl, I also can't do it all.
You are just another roommate, that isn't paying any of her way.
> $4000 and we are free and clear.. then what?
Everyone wants a piece of me.. and they are getting it..
Still lonely and feeling used too....
R
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