X-giving

Well, the day before Thanksgiving.
Worked till 3:45..then 5:30 to 10..
I have a toothache.. and have to work 4 to close tomorrow. And 6 to close Fri. .. off Sat and Sun but on call..
It could be worse.. I could be unemployed and broke.. instead of double employed and broke...
Ha!
Im pissing off the one.. because ive been too busy.. but its that time of year.
I have a week of vacation to use but no $ to use it.. and I need to be a little respossible..
Maybe....

Anyhow.. it beers to kill the pain and ibuprofin before bed..

Happy thanksgiving. ..

R
11/26/14

Tuesday

Yep, just another Tuesday. Things have been moving fwd at works and nothing much else.
Decisions are afoot. I need to figure if I need to do something or not.
I need to figure this out. Been thinking about how to do whatever I need to do. In the past month I have learned a bit..and must act on what I know..and move forward.
Opportunities are short lived and I may never know the true outcome unless I act.
It is never pretty or what I expect.. it could be good..
We will see if I ever get to know what it will be.
But you never know till you try.
So many things that should have happened over the years. But some will never be known.
My loss..and others too..

R 11/18/14

November cont.

I dont remember where I left off.. but now I am cloudy..
So.. the next tangent...
I am ready to go home and sleep. Probably the 2 nd best sleep all week..
No ..im not going into that..
But, I am Absolut-ly ready for uninterrupted sleep.
But..
Yes another but..
I am falling short.. as usual.
Of what and where I should be.
I dont know what I need..just what I want.. and they rarely are the same thing.
I like to be comfortable. .but figure if it isnt what I 'want'.. its what I deserve...
Kind of a negative way to view it.. but ..the years have proven it ..I get what I get..

Anyway.. I should go home and pass out.. tomorrow is a day with a few responsibilites that must be taken care of.. if I dont.. who will?

R 11/15/14

November

Yep..Nov.
I age another year this month.
Have I learned anything new about life..
Probably not enough to make a difference.
Im older..and maybe a bit wizer...
But all the same issues are there..
I really do not know what I am doing or what I should be doing.
More mistakes less learning from them.. hind sight is there but none of it is useful.

More..

Milestones

Here I am.. one day older into my next year.
Majorly uneventful. Nothing on purpose.. anyway.

All good, went this many years without any hubbub.. so why should it matter.

I know some people would make a fuss if I told them... but.. if they were going to.. they already should know...

Nuff said.

On to the rest of my life..
The adult. .I cant really call her kiddo ..
Is doing good.. making a dorm move .. but it will be nicer.. and I am not concerned. She is an amazing person and will continue to be.

Proud dad

I am minorly stressed about works and it will level out I hope.
ITSBA is hanging around.. but takes a break now and then.
Im not compaining about the breaks.. just sayin...

I got to figure out whats next.. I need to make a few decisions and take some steps..and get my stuff in order.

Then I can kick ITSBA in the ass and have a life.

Just dont make any enimies...along the way.

R 11/9/2014