Shall I get fired or should I quit?

What a miserable day. I started behind the 8 ball and never caught up. Finished the day getting pissed off having t try to correct an issue caused by corporate.. and said the wrong thing and got called in my bosses office for it..
My mistake.. should have kept it shut. But if im failing at both jobs.. I will end up with none.. if I quit one I wont survive..
I am working from 7:30 am till 10:00 pm all week long and not getting ahead..barely keeping afloat.. I have cut costs everywhere and it dont help..
Cut my cable bill by $75.
Ditched the $350 suport payment..
Cut the insurance bills by $40.
Cut the grocery bill in half.
But cannot end up with any surplus at the end of the month..
I had more $ before I cut any of that. ????

I am failing.. stressed and not happy.

I just agreed to a $18k loan for my kids college as a suppliment..to her loan.. and cant get her to understand she has to fill out the scholarship paperwork..

I dont get it.. who did I do so wrong to deserve this.. ??

I need a new job.
I need a new life.

Arrrrghhhh!

R
4/24/14

April 2014

Well...
Its April. . I am not the least bit surprised that this much time has passed.

Lots has happened.. and much has not.

I am making my way.. one day at a time.. trying to not make a mess of things...

L is getting ready.. I hope.. and I am getting in the mind set for being home by myself...

I would like do do stuff... but have my doubts..

I need an adam to help me break out
Like before... but can I do itm.myself...???

As they say.. time will tell...

I must keep on..

R
4/10/14

Busy...

Well, its april 2.. I took 3 work days off and drove to the Grand Canon for spring break.. it was a fun ride. 1400 miles. No issues at all. Had hotels.. no car issues.. no travel issues. Got to see another part of this country.. beautiful .. spent time with my daughter.. lots of good memories. Stayed at a great place east of the canyon.. t the camero. Trading post.. beautiful... got to go back.. the restaurant was great..and the room was good too.
Stopped at a roadside dinosaur tracks place.. saw some good stuff. Drove for 12 hrs to get home.. all great views.. an over all good drive.

Then back to work..and 3 days of catch up.. still recovering..
And of course the night job too..

Busy..busy..

R 4/2/14