Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Prognosis

Well.. not good. Shop cannot fix it enought to be road worthy. :(
Got to rent a truck and dolly to trailer it to salt lake city. The mini dealer there can repair it $$$$. $$ :( :(
The uhaul co only had a 29 ft truck and dolly.. arrghhhh.
Gas hog.. huge.. and the air conditioning only worked for the first 20 miles... not fun. So.. driving and we will see what tomorrow brings.. guessing have to turn in the truck and rent a car.. to get home then rent a car to come back for the mini...

A vacation to remember.

R 7/31/13

It figures

Ok been on vacation. Having a good time. Driving all across the south and west. Visiting family seeing the sights. Left Fresno..10 ish.. drove through to east Nevada. While looking for a hotel.. all were booked.... hit a curb and messed up the front end on my car. :(
Now waiting for a repair shop to look at it and figured id do laundry.
Not the way I wanted it to go..but not much I can do.
I got 5 days left before I have to be back to work.

R 7/31/13

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Nice

Had a pleasant meet up with a new friend. Talked lots, explained each others works and lives. Fun to be with and have someone to be social with. Got approval from the bartender and another patron.
Just trying to be friends. Not expecting it to go anywhere.
But like I said it was nice.

R 7/18/13

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Attitude

Well, I am in a mood.
I have an attitude. . Not sure why, or what kind of mood or attitude.
Just nothing.
Kinda grumpy.
Not looking forward to anything.
Got a week before the trip.
Hopefully it will help.
Need to clear my head. Need to de-funk.
Got to find something to get excited about.
Pretty hum drum right now.
Not bored but feel boring.
I could say its lonely..but its more than that.
Just cant figure out how to get back into a groove that either is tolerable or happy.
Work isnt making me happy, more frustrating than normal..at least it seems like that.
Vacation is what I need. Hopefully it will help.

Got to see what the next weeks bring.

R 7/13/13. 11:28p

Monday, July 1, 2013

Well now....

I got deleted today.
I sent a text late last night that went unanswered.
I saw you were on facebook.. well past your bedtime..
Which usually means something is wrong.
No response.. you were on again this morning.. and by 4:00.. you removed me from your friends.. as well as about 40 others we know.
So, are you cleaning house because you have to? Or feel you have to?
Or did someone login as you and do it for you?
Are you making a point.. with him... you dont need anyone else...or with me... leave me alone I am trying to make this work...

Since I was not the only deletion..
I wonder if it was not you... or to prove your loyal...
Which is bull because he knows you are and always will be loyal.
No one should dictate who your friends should be..

But if your making a point.. I have let those go that dont approve or still have feelings, so you should too... I get it.. no hurt.. just time to back away and not cause you any ill.

Im still your friend.. till you tell me not to be.
Deletion is not Your way of doing that.. I know... we've had this conversation once already..

Be safe.
Take care.
Ttyl. :)