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Well, dont know what to think.
When you get a msg from someone, that feels like it was written by someone else.
It comes from an address that automatically goes into your spam, because it isnt an address you get messages from.  Lucky for me.. not the norm, I looked  in the spam folder before emptying it. ( I usually just hit delete spam...) That keeps happening to me.

Well, I never wanted to create grief for anyone, especially a friend, Not my intent, never. I am not a selfish person, that only thinks of what I want, I have tried, I just can't do it, I wasn't brought up that way.

All I can do is apologize for any grief my friendship has caused you.

I will respect you.
I do respect you.

 And sorry, but I will always be your friend. No one can change that.

First, fourth, third.

But, being me, I understand, it isn't all about the numbers.

"Arghhhh!"

R

Day better than night

Curious?
Today was better than last night.

I worked a full day yesterday, went up, came down, Went home, went to work,...
Ended up wondering where someone was, and when they didnt make it home, went looking for them.
Feared the worst, though better of it, wondered if it was deliberate.. after driving 30 min each way from point A to B and back, still not home.. Went back out, same destination, different route.. nothing. getting worried, confused.. started looking elsewhere..got a call.. 3 hrs later than the last msg.. everyone is OK.. but was unable to call and wont be back for 2 more hrs..

That worry was over.. the next is on its way.. what to do,
Cannot say what I think, or feel.. that would be wrong and inconsiderate.
It was an unfortunate experience... for them... the not knowing for 6 hrs was unfortunate for me.. but, understandable.. given the circumstances.
I was good, supportive, not judgmental.. concerned, but will know more in about 2 months.. How much, how long..or nothing at all..........

So after 2 hrs sleep and a full day of work, winding down to start work all over again, and back to the mtn if the needed part comes in in the morn.

Getting tired.. need to sleep..
g'nite..

(just a rant, nothing that concerns anyone that reads this.. just needed to vent)

Roger

Here we go again.

lost Phone post - Not a clue what I was trying to say..